Relationships

Every person,every single relationship in the world comes with an expiry date.While the relationship is working out,you feel like its forever ....that to the end of time you ll remain the same and the world around you.You build up people in your mind,hold their hands a little tighter because you know how precious they are to you.
Looking back at life,I have so many memories.Of reckless joy and abandon,uncontrollable laughter....sleepovers,hours whiled away just talking.....relationships that i thought would remain the same all my life..and yet in the space of a year or two have turned completely alien.
I look back with a lot of love at those times..my friends,the world i was living in,the person i was ..carefree with not a grouse against the world.
I do not grieve only over the time and the people who have passed me by on my path,i grieve for the girl i was...i do not mourn her passing away....i only wish i was that carefree once more...
Nothing is forever..least of all people....the connection you experience with people,the time you share with them is for that moment only..maybe that's why we associate willy nilly our emotions with what existed around us at that time,maybe that's why when i hear some songs i feel a tug at my heart and wish for the times i lay with my friends in the golden grass...
.do memories exist in the air around us?why is that sometimes when a you feel a breeze you are reminded of certain incidents...a smile develops on your face when you come across the most innocuous things...the best times of our lives pass by so quickly and yet when you look back there was so much happening every millisecond...