Me
the path that leads nowhere
Useless
Pull down everything
Whittle away at me
With your sharp end of your
Chiselling words
Pull down all my battlements
The fort that I built up all
My life
Pretend to love and care
And confund me again
When you take up your chisel again
Keep telling me that I am useless
And maybe one day when
You ve hit the mark once too often
I shall make way for someone useful
Step away from the uses
That you have defined for me
I know that I am
More than the uses that you think
I should be putting myself to
But every day and every second I do not
Carry that
In my mind
The self assuredness of my self worth
I do not have
Not one bit
Disliked
Like finds like
And I drift
Unlike
Amid the toxic plasma of
My consciousness
Teteering on the edge of
My reality
It mocks at me
What have you gained when
You say you have gained
Yourself
Who are you
If you aren't loved
If you aren't seen
You don't exist
You don't arouse envy
Or inspire popularity
That seems to be my lot
A quiet mouse
That everyone knows
And ignores
Nothing to show the world
Nothing to show the world
Nothing to say to it
I am a blank
My words a blank too
What does it matter if
I jump from the sky or
Dance under a tree
When I hold no attraction
For others, forget myself
What does it matter
One of the scores of the voiceless in the world
Just another mute spectator
Just mute not deaf
I can hear all that you say
I can hear your sarcasm
Your growls and snarls
The third quadrant
that which finds no place between x and y.The third quadrant,the negatives of life,the numbers.
Principle One:
Here the bigger you are,the lesser value you have.
The farther you stray from zero,the focal point where the negative and positive merge,greater is your insignificance.Nobody gives a damn whatever you do.Emotions build up as you zero down
Negatives involve only your brain,the nerve signals,your mind,the sheer power of it.Nobody can hurt you as your mind is blank,void of emotions.Attachments equal to nought.The world is for your intellect and that alone matters.
Materialism-NIL
Emotions-NIL
Life-?????
life life life life life life life
that is the question ,the being and the not being,what does that matter??????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????
Straying out of dimension 3
Sometimes your days become materialistic,U start caring,U start feeling....as Dimension 3 ebbs away from you..U feel good inside.a little mellow..a feeling that goes overboard;U feel you can live on smileys,laughter and small talk for ever.U are on now on the giantwheel in ever increasing danger.it starts slowly..u keep smiling.round and round it goes the smile keep widening and suddenly....suddenly it dashes along at breakneck speed flinging you back into Dimension 3.
Dimension 3 is a religion,an unorganised faith.A place everyone knows exists and yet fail to see.a force that controls..a monster you try to flee.Each time u think u ve slipped out of its grasp u turn around to see the flames brushing your back as it swallows you whole.
And yet is Dimension 3 such a bad place?It gives you everything any philosophy,any mode of life promises.Maybe we should all just go home to Dimension 3.